I've been struggling this week with my purpose. One day
while talking with my companion, she asked why I am out on a mission and talked
about what missionaries do. I spent the rest of the day thinking about my
purpose. I couldn't think of why I decided to serve. I even started thinking if
I was qualified to be out here teaching. That night I said a prayer and poured
out my soul to my Heavenly Father. The next day during personal study I hadn't
really thought about the day before but I was reading conference talks, Pres. Uchtdorf's
talk "A Yearning for Home" was next. I started reading and so many
things that he said answered my prayers. A sweet spirit came over me confirming
that God hears my prayers and answers them.
Everything is great and so fun being a missionary. Everything has its ups and its downs but I couldn't call it a successful day if I can't end it on a good note. Missionary work is hard, but it isn't impossible. Life is hard but that is why it is fun. If it was easy we would never grow.
Everything is great and so fun being a missionary. Everything has its ups and its downs but I couldn't call it a successful day if I can't end it on a good note. Missionary work is hard, but it isn't impossible. Life is hard but that is why it is fun. If it was easy we would never grow.
These messages always warm our hearts. These are young people developing new understandings and perspectives. When they arrive at something like the above on their own, it is especially meaningful. We are so blessed to be with them!
This past week we started interviews again. You'll notice a few unusual things, like wearing coats, scarves, and gloves in the pictures. There is a reason for that. It is very cold!
In the building in which we took the picture above, there was no heat at all. We tried for some time to get it going, but the internal temperature was probably 10-15 degrees F. In Korea, they do not heat the entire building, just the individual rooms. However, we couldn't get the master system to work, so there was no heat in any of the rooms.
This building was a bit warmer. The above sisters got their new down comforter donated by a church leader to each missionary (see previous post) and used it to walk home.
This building had heat, but as the heat blew from the ceiling, it seemed like the top four feet of the room was warm and when sitting down, you were cold from the shoulders down. The missionaries were good sports and we were only in each building about four to five hours.
By the last interviews, Sister Turner needed to snuggle to warm up. Fine by me...
In the middle of the week, we took a break to drive to the airport to pick up a new Military Relations couple who will be working with the single and unaccompanied Air Force church members who are assigned to Osan air base. They are a wonderful couple who recently completed a mission to Madagascar. They are ready to serve again. We got them settled in their new apartment.
Terri had a couple of P-day adventures this week with missionaries. First, she took the bullet train south on her own. She was concerned about when to get off and all, but she did great.
She even got a special breakfast of mixed fruit and nuts and a small bottle of water for her trip.The sister missionaries in the area picked her up and went to a place where for ten minutes you put your feet in water and little fishes eat the dead skin from your feet. if you look closely you will note that she was hogging the fish. Old woman feet syndrome :} I was invited but decided to continue to work instead. I'm not big into anyone or anything playing with my feet.
She also was joined by a few elders of the area to see what the women were up to. It is safe to say she made it back to me later in the day. It was an easy trip as it is the end of the line.
Then, today she had the opportunity to visit one of the local open markets. Even with the temperatures being in the mid teens and wind chill well below that, she and a few sisters wandered through this market which is in this area on any day that ends with 4 or 9. She was pretty thoroughly frozen when she returned home.
As for interesting sights for the week. Even motorcycles can be used to pull carts. As cold as it is, there are still people delivering or picking up things all over town. Some people seem to survive better in the cold than others.
We will finish where we started, an experience of a missionary. This missionary is trying to utilize the new tools for online proselyting and teaching. Many missionaries have friends back home they would like to introduce to this amazing message while they serve missions. With the new tools they can do that. Here's an experience from one of our missionaries:
I have some great news for you!!! Today I did my first
online session with my friend back at home and we had a great
conversation. She had gone to seminary in the past and had shown some interest
in church but got busy along the way and never ended up meeting the
missionaries. When I found out we could try to help our friends receive the
Gospel, she was the first person I thought of and I was so excited to see if I
could help her at all. I was a little nervous to extend the invitation to her
to take the missionary lessons (because like most members, I thought I would
love a friend) but then I trusted that the Lord would provide the words and
Spirit I needed to touch her heart, and He did. I bore simple and fervent
testimony of how important the Gospel is and how much it could bless her life
and how because she was my friend and I didn't want her to miss this
opportunity to receive it. Instead of becoming awkward, she actually was really
happy I reached out to her and was very excited to receive the missionaries at
her home. I found out that she had actually been reading the Book of Mormon
with her father in order to understand it more and know our beliefs. I was so
happy when my friend accepted the invitation and it showed me that I can still
do missionary work even when I go home. It is a special joy to help a stranger
on the street find happiness, but when you can help someone you are already
close to, the joy is even greater. It was a great miracle to me
These are young men, young women with limited experience. However, they pick up pretty quickly the purpose they have to invite others to come to Christ and use all their resources. It is easy to note their humble desire to share. They don't want to bully people or try to compel them to a belief or acceptance of the message. They have the deep love of the Savior and the gospel and like missionaries of old, "Now they were desirous that salvation should be declared to every creature, for they could not bear that any human soul should perish; yea, even the very thoughts that any soul should endure endless torment did cause them to quake and tremble." They do this with huge smiles on their faces.
It's fun to be with them and share their message. The missionaries even gave me a chance this week to teach with them. What a thrill that was.
What joy fills the heart when a testimony of the Savior of the world is shared with others. There's lots of joy in our mission right now.